The movie was great. I am so thankful that they aired this movie because this does happen in life. I experienced it twice and it took a piece of my life with me when it happens. My first experience was Aug of 2005 carried my son full term and had c section for him to leave me without a good bye i cried i distant myself from everyone because no one new how i felt and how hopeless i felt. Autopsies was done found nothing was wrong, I could not understand this i ask so many times why me everyone told me that God wouldn't put too much on you that you couldn't handle. I pray i told God i know this battle is not mines but Lord i feel like this is too much to bear because i can't handle it. I couldn't go around babies or other mom that was expected because i didn't want sees other people expressing their joy and mines are not with me. I know grief also create tension and division within Families, but everyone handles it different. I tried again and it happen again may 2006 full term went to doc Friday baby is fine went to doc Mon no heart beat Lord I'm lost i don't know what to do. I cried everyday all day me and my husband grew apart and i was so depress but finally i gave birth to two beautiful kids a boy and girl but i was so scared and paranoid during my entire pregnancy. I still go to my son grave site and put toys and flowers on their but i can't talk about situation because it brings back all the pain. I'm glade i was able to get through this because i almost gave up, I was at the end of my rope but i didn't give up the love for my son gave me strength. At one point in my life i was so down that i wanted to end my misery but i came through and I'm a proud mom of three wonderful kids that i love with all my heart. I went through a lot and I'm so thankful that i made it through because some can't i buried my child when i was 23 now I'm 32. I didn't lose my faith in God i just didn't understand why. But i have two perfect Angels smiling down on me and watching over me.
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