- Jason Hayes: Everything's different with you gone. I don't know how any of this works without you. You know, you know, I'm on the team. When I'm deployed, everything's good. When I'm back home, you know, I can convince everybody that I'm good, but, you know, deep down, I'm not. I'm not. I'm scared. I'm alone. It mixes me up. I don't know what to do next here, Alana. What do I do? How do you unbreak the broke?