Once I'd lost all my brothers, I just sat around for a long time. You never get past that, that's what you learn. My wife just said, 'Do something. Get out of the house. Get on the stage again'. She drove me to it. I can be onstage and still imagine that they're standing there, especially when we used to be around one microphone. I still feel that intensely, but I also feel it in real life.